I’m not exaggerating when I say if you dropped dead tonight, tomorrow would just be a normal Wednesday for me.

fwbs only

I think about you from time to time. I feel bad that we drifted apart way back when but that’s just how life goes. You were my closest friend and I don’t even remember what caused the rift between us. We still have a lot of great memories together, I hope you still think of them fondly like I do.

I know you’ve been through a lot, but I just hope those things haven’t taken a hold of you too much. I’ve always known you to be a beautiful person. You deserve to be happy. Hear you me.

25 is vastly approaching and I think I’m finally getting a hang of this adult thing. I feel great and, most importantly, I feel happy. Someone wise told me that you should only spend your days doing one of two things:

1.) Improving yourself.
2.) Enjoying yourself.

For the past year, I’ve doing nothing but either of those things. I haven’t spent a single moment or a single penny on anything that I don’t want to do. I removed the “fluff” from my life.

I ended my personal crusade of trying to save everyone and focus my time entirely on myself and it’s been liberating to say the least. For 22 years, I was my greatest adversary, now I’m my greatest ally. I only surround myself with those who support me and encourage my personal and professional growth. I have zero time for bullshit, I have zero time for stupid people.

In two years, I’ve become a superstar at my place of work and I’m only getting better by the day. However, I know I’m blessed to have gotten the opportunity to showcase what I can do with my mind and my willpower. Something great is coming and I plan to be ready to take full advantage when that something comes.

I’ve noticed that I’ve gotten more headstrong over the past year or so, I’m not concerned with what people think whether they love me or loathe me, at the end of the day when my head hits the sheets I’m proud of who I am and all that I’ve become.

I’m going to keep striving to be great everyday, personally and professionally. It seems to have gotten me surrounded with the people who I always wanted to be around in the first place. It’s funny what happens when you focus on yourself. With that being said, I have much more to accomplish and more goals to achieve. My empire is still under construction.

Life is fucking great

Okay, angstyville.

See you in another few months.

This town blows.

I know I’m blessed. I love my job, I’m paid well for it, and I’m overall satisfied with life post-college. But, the bitterness and passive aggressiveness over these things have been so goddamn annoying. It wasn’t luck, I worked fucking hard through high school and college to prepare myself for the world and to succeed by any means necessary- if any fault is placed on me for that, you can take that saltiness and shove it up your ass.

I guess I’m the king of questionable decisions.

Life is really good.

This is hitting a little harder than expected.

Never thought I’d be in this position, but fuggit, just have to do what I have to do and not let it haunt me at night.  

I’m glad you’re okay with this too.

It feels really good to kick ass at my job and to be shown appreciation for it.
Becoming a developer was the greatest decision of my life.

Lady in the streets, porn star in the sheets.

I have been with seven different girls in the past three months.

Post-grad life has been treating me well.