Was one of the best days I’ve ever had. I think the best part about it is the freedom.
People always associate getting their license with being free. Now I actually understand what they mean.
I don’t have to rush anymore in the mornings, and I don’t have to deal with stupid, school buses anymore. Plus, I leave after the buses and could still get home before them.
Not to mention blasting music and listening to funny stuff on the radio.
I drove to school today, then sat in the parking lot for a bit. This sounds like a dickhead move, but I sat there and honked at the people that were running to the school ‘cause of the rain. Toooo funny.
Then after school, I drove Nita home. Blasting Taylor Swift all along the way. It took her at least five, full minutes to figure out out to change the tracks.
Oh, and I loved going really fast to scare her. Ahahahha.
Then, I drove to pick up my idiot brother cause it started pouring like it was 2012. A few hours later, Nita wakes up texts me back. Right after that, I drove straight to her house. I love how I know not to go near her house when her ridiculous neighbors are looking.
Anyways, we hung out there ‘til 7:45ish? We didn’t even get to finish When In Rome. After I left, I had to stop by Wawa for gas and to pick up some groceries. That made me feel like a fucking old man. Lol. Groceries..
That’s just the story of the first day of my freedom. Who knew a little card with my picture on it could give me a whole new perspective on life. Zoom-Zoom.
I have just found out that you’re not working for Mac’s that are running Snow Leopard. I’ve yet to use Skype Sonnita on my new computer. Can you please hurry up and fix this problem? Thank you very much.
Dear Facetime: Please work for Sonnita’s Mac. Blah blah blah. You and Skype both suck right now.
For my favorite, little cousin who’s turning 7. I haven’t seen her in more than a year, I swear. The last time I saw her, her two front teeth were loose. Maybe they’re gone now, or maybe her adult teeth already grew in. Who knows. They grow up so fast.
Oh, and did I mention we both have the same birthday. Pretty coool, huh? Yerrr.
Legit. Sooooo, it started when I got off the bus and walked into school. I met Nita in the bandroom and drank about 3/4’s of her Rockstar. So good. Then, I walked her to her homeroom like usual. All my classes were empty today, I actually kinda liked it.
In third period, we sat there and found weird pictures in magazines. and in fourth period, we just sat there and talked about how weird Mrs. Bagienski is. I almost peed my pants.
Oh, and noooo gym today. Another reason why I love transition. I had to be the leader for another group though. Aghhh. I love my original group. They’re a bunch of fucking goons, I swear.
After school, I just chilled and did the mountain of schoolwork I had. Tooo bad, I still have more to do now. Fuck. Anddd then, I went with Nita to Who’s Who at the school. I really wanted to go, ‘cause I’ve been Sonnita-deprived for eight days. Anyways, I got kinda mad ‘cause I wanted Tom to win the best car award. I gotta admit though, Dodge Chargers are prettty nice.
I remember when they announced the nominees for cutest couple, I turned to Nita and said, “If we were both seniors, we’d definitely win that shit.” lol. I heard people around us talking. And saying things like, “Aw, they’re so cute together.” and “Awww, Asian love.”
It feels goood to finally spend time with her. I think 8 days is the longest we’ve gone without seeing each other outside of school. Hopefully, I get to seee her tomorrow. Like every Friday. (:
I love her. So much. I just realized that this is my first birthday that I’ll be spending with my girlfriend. Prettty stoked. This sounds corny and all, but all I wanna do is spend my birthday with her. Watch movies, watch the Disney Channel, play games, listen to music, eat some cake, and finally.. Take a fucking nap.
I’ll be seventeen years old. And in eight days, I’ll have my license. Life really is flying by, and it’s been pretty great recently. But, what would good be without bad. It’s almost been a year since I found out.
A year since my life got turned into a completely different direction. I remember the day I found out was on my 16th birthday. And when that happened, everything blew up. I was supposed to take my six hours the day after. But I just couldn’t do it. I couldn’t even find the strength to get up and go outside. I just sat in my room all day, or laid in bed until I had to go to school. Natalie Feola saved me during this time. And even though I always pick on her and make fun of her, she’s still my best friend and I’m thankful for her. My stupid Olive<3 Oh, and music saved me too. I remember, I listened to Brand New when I felt down. But, I blasted hardcore music whenever I was pissed or mad. Music really is my savior.
This is all I thought about in school today. Everything that happened, everything that changed me. I grew up a lot since then. But then again, I guess I was kind of forced to. I remember I learned in school that after a traumatic event takes place in someone’s life, it makes them age five times faster. So I guess I’m a 21 year old trapped in a 16 year old’s body? Nahhh, that sounds fucking creepy to be honest. lol.
A year later, and I can say I really love my life. Things have settled down a bit. And so many good things have become a part of it. I appreciate everything so much more, and I really have so much to be thankful for. I have the best friends a guy could ask for and the girl of my dreams by my side<3
So, I guess I’ll end this post right here. ‘Cause I’ve got pho to eat, meng.
When I get in this mood. The mood that I can’t even explain. Where I don’t feel like talking to anybody. Where things just fly through my mind at a hundred miles an hour. And, I get the worst headache ever.
I know you’re mad, even though you say you’re not. I always feel bad when you’re upset. Even if you tell me I’m not the reason you’re feeling down. Because I care about you. And this sounds cliche. But, I feel sad when you feel sad. I feel mad when you feel mad. And, it really does make me happy when you’re in a good mood. It makes me happy to know that you’re happy.
And when I do it’s usually ‘cause I need to vent or something like that. lol. But for once, I’m gonna write about something positive. My girlfriend<3
In two days, it will be two months. <— I think that sentence is pretty funny, because of how much she hates the number, two. lol. And like she said, she even wrote a song about it.
Anywayz, I haven’t been this happy in a while. Legit.
I look forward to weekends even more nowadays because I get to be with her. Sometimes for a couple of days in a row :D And even though sometimes we get lazy and don’t wanna do anything. I still have a great time, every single time. Like, last Friday when she was over my house and passed out for two hours. I didn’t really mind, just her company makes me happy.
She’s seriously, the cutest girl I’ve ever known. She’s got the cutest smile, the cutest laugh, the cutest height? If that makes sense. She’s so tiny<3 I always have to bend over to kiss her. ‘Cause she’s too lazy to get on her tippy toes.
I remember during the first couple days of school, I was sad because I only saw her once in the hallway. And I thought to myself, “Damn, this year is gonna suck.” But, one day we coordinated our schedules and found out that we could see each other after every period. I was just being stupid and walked in the complete opposite direction of where she was. Aha, so people you’ll probably see us in the hallway. The two asian people walking side by side, holding hands. Yerrr. That’s us.
I wanna write so much more, but BeoBullshit made me exhausted. So I’m going to bed. I’m gonna start updating my Tumblr more often now. Aha.