I’m scared to get close, I hate being alone.
I long for that feeling, to not feel at all.
The higher I get, the lower I’ll sink.
I can’t drown my demons, they know how to swim.

(Source: e-hizzle)

What did I just get myself into.

I was overly confident and assumed that I’d automatically be exempt from the Rutgers reading portion of the placement test because I had a pretty decent SAT score. Bad part is, I completely forgot that my verbal score was significantly lower than my writing and math score. 

Math: 760
Writing: 780
Verbal: 590 

In other words.. Rutgers requires a 600 or higher in order for a person to be exempt from the reading section of the placement test. As you can see, I’m ten points away from that mark. Which is the equivalent to about one question that I got incorrect or didn’t answer on the SAT.
Why. Why me. Why. Fiddlesticks.

But now, everyone’s telling me that it sucked.